Monday, March 30, 2009

Seriously...

Wow. I'm going to leave it at "wow" because any other words that come to mind are not appropriate for anyone who may read this. Actually, I had to remind myself that anyone reads this. 

Anyway, I didn't say wow because I was impressed with something. The truth is the converse of impressed. I'm quite disappointed, frustrated, angry, and hurt, to be more accurate. 

Tonight I found out (through Facebook, of course!) that Kate is now "in a relationship." Yeah, it was a nice surprise. It's not like I didn't know this was coming. I mean just last night I walked in on them. And even before that I knew it was coming. 

What is bothering me about this isn't that she is dating someone. What is stuck up my butt at the moment is the complete bull *ahem* that she gave me, and that I believed. According to her, she broke up with me because she felt that it was GOD'S WILL. She explained how she didn't want to be in any relationship so that she would be able to follow God's will for her life by growing closer to him. I don't know what happened between her and God between then and now. However, I do know that it hasn't been very long at all. Maybe by some miraculous revelation she is somehow in direct communion with the Holy Spirit.  Like I said though, I don't know what's going on between her and God. From the way things appear I can say that it doesn't seem like she's following through with what she said to me, if it was even genuine to begin with. 

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