I Don't Get It

I don't understand you sometimes. I don't love you sometimes. I don't listen to you a lot of times. I think I'm better than you most times. I don't trust you sometimes. I am not my own. I don't know who I would be without you. You never change. I do. Forgive me, Father.

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Not Funny. BLOOD!

So this is is not funny... I've been passing
blood in my urine since November. No answers! Nothing! And now we're starting the whole run around on circles, and look for problems that we're already ruled out deal. I am ticked. Two nights ago I passed RED urine. This morning, as soon as I woke up, more red urine. I AM TICKED!

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"I Will Stand And Fight. For Once I Will Be A Man."

I had a conversation with Kate not too long ago and that, along with some of my classes and a discipleship group I'm in, have really been concivting to me. The basic idea is that I need to remove distractions from my life that are keeping my focus on anything but God. Specifically in my relationship with Kate I need to be praying for her and us, as well as WITH her. Focusing our relationship on God and glorifying him through it are two things that are essential for our relationship to be lasting and meaningful. My desire is to
Completely surrender Kate and our relationship to God. Prayer for this is something I would appreciate greatly. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

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The Changing Of Times

It's been a while since I last updated. It has been a very busy few weeks for me. School, catching up with friends, etc. As far as what's new in my life there are two major things going on.
First, I've got myself a lady friend. Her name is Kate, but I call her Suzanne. Second, I'm in the process of starting a new band with Glenn (from Hand Drawn Mountains) and Adam, who lives across the hall from me. We are still looking for a few other guys, so nothing much has happened yet. But when it does happen it will be EPIC! that's a promise.

That's all for this installment folks.

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I Like This Girl

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When The Sun Sleeps

Quick update from my itouch. More to come soon.

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As time stands still (I pass it by)

This last month or so has been crazy and busy. It has gone by so fast. There's a lot that has happened. At the same time I feel as though there is nothing on consequence to talk about. I need to write on here though. Not for the sake of doing it, but because it can actually be beneficial and insightful. 

I suppose all I wanted to say now is that I will say other, actually interesting, things later.

And in that one moment...

God is good at making fools out of us and showing us how self-centered we are. I've been to preoccupied with my own agenda to slow down and see what God's purpose is for me. He had to stop me, sit me down, and spell it out for me. 

Hmmm...

God has really strange ways of getting your attention. I don't understand it. I don't understand what he's saying. Let alone why he's saying it.

But I know better as I collide face first with you

Last night was amazing. The show was amazing. We played very well, especially for practicing once in the last two and a half months. It was awesome meeting some new people there too. I absolutely love meeting new people at shows. Whenever we play, I always say "come hang out with us and talk to us." I really mean it. Haha.

This show felt a lot more like the shows I remember going to 3 and 4 years ago. I hope that shows in the future go in that general direction. It's what Butler needs.